Whatever... or It is What it Is

So, the idea of not eating sugar is a good one. Guess I'm not going to worry about it this summer. This summer is not normal. First summer without Russ, so it couldn't even begin to be normal. Here are some rambling thoughts..... I know not who I am today my heart has been shattered and I am forever changed A normal summer would find me on my bike for hours each day This is not a normal summer My identity as a biker is gone My identity as a wife is gone I know not who I am today A normal summer would find me creatively stitching Alas, my sewing machine sits unused, gathering dust I really know not who I am right now