Interesting, this Grief Thing

So, sometimes I am wracked with sobs and I do not know how I can carry on. Then the very next day I move along just fine. Well, mostly fine. I don't have any way of knowing what my heart will do at any point in time. It is what it is. It helps that I have been putting in hours and hours at dad's house sorting and cleaning and getting it ready for sale. In those busy times, my head just doesn't have time to think about missing Russ.