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Don't have the time to delve deep into my psyche, but man, yesterday and today were bears. This afternoon it felt like I was back almost to ground 0 with the grieving and missing you. I know it comes in waves, but it still catches me so by surprise. No, there really isn't anything anyone can do. I need to let the waves come and the tears flow. You are missed so very very deeply and I still feel the shock of suddenly losing you. I love you, Russell C. HUff. I know you are in a good place and I will see you again.